Very meaningful for me right now…

2009 December 22
by tygerlilly

TMI Tuesday #218

2009 December 22
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by tygerlilly

1. What present do you hope ends up under you tree?*
I have no hopes of receiving anything for Christmas, actually.

2. What is the “naughtiest” thing you have ever done under a Christmas tree?
Ripped open a present before it was time…seriously…I don’t want pine needles in strange places, ok? ;)

3. Do you prefer to give or receive?
Should be obvious by now, but I’m definitely a giver. :D

4. What is your favorite part of a sexual partner’s body?*
Any part that makes him quiver when I play with it. :P Ok, fine…I have a thing for hands….heh

5. What is your favorite part your body – the one you hope a sexual partner will find or pay the most attention to?
My neck…oh, and my neck…did I mention my neck?? *shivers* My neck, too!! ;)

Bonus (as in optional): What Christmas wishes would you grant and to whom?*
I’d grant the wishes of G.R. if I could…
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Miscellaneous babblings…

2009 December 22
by tygerlilly

Watching Inglourious Basterds right now and I’m dying from laughter…It’s no secret that I’m a fan of Tarantino, but this is terrific!! :D

I should truly be canonized upon my death…spent the majority of the day doing my ex’s laundry. Why his wife didn’t do it, I’ve no idea. Apparently, I get the joy of that particular task.

My daughter is still staying w/her dad. My boy, for whatever insane reason, seems to prefer staying with me. It’s strange, I would have thought for sure that he’d stay w/my ex. *shrug*

I want out of Texas. I have a few things to do before I can leave, but I’m hoping I can get everything done by spring.

I don’t want to talk to anyone, and yet, all of these old flames keep popping up. At least four or five in the past month….why? Why now? It’s so strange…There’s really only one that I want, and of course he’s the least likely to work out. But, I want him anyway ;) haha…

That’s all I can think of…my mind is mush :P g’nite Gracie…

my daily horoscope ~ today & tomorrow

2009 December 20
by tygerlilly

Tempo increase
Weak, transient effect: This morning this influence is likely to increase the tempo of your social intercourse for a few hours. You find it relatively easy to verbalize your feelings. If you have a problem or situation that you cannot handle, this is a good time to take it to a sympathetic friend. Getting another viewpoint will help you. And, of course, you may do the same for someone else. Often this time is filled with news from friends or with letters and phone calls. Actually you are attracting communication from every conceivable corner of your life. This is a good time to write letters to the people you feel strongly about. But some people under this influence become so passive that it is difficult to take such an initiative. Their tendency is to allow others to take the initiative.

The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Moon Sextile Mercury, , exact at 06:14
activity period from 19 December 2009 to 20 December 2009

Feeling sentimental
Weak, transient effect: This morning you are under a very pleasant, light-feeling influence. You enjoy being with others and find all social contacts interesting. Most people feel very affectionate toward loved ones during this time, and there is a strong desire to support and protect those people who are important to you. But be careful not to act too possessive or to try to limit anyone’s freedom. If you behave in this manner, you will experience this influence discordantly and will have trouble with your loved ones. You may feel very sentimental under this influence, for it tends to reawaken memories of the past and causes you to feel very attached to them. Also you should beware of any tendency to overindulge in food or drink. Discipline is not one of the strong points of this influence.

The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Moon Square Venus, , exact at 06:03
activity period from 20 December 2009 to 21 December 2009

Amazing how my life changes in just a few minutes…

2009 December 20
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by tygerlilly

So, looks as though the kids have chosen to live w/my ex again…In which case, there is nothing holding me here in Tx. I may be moving back up to NJ/NY sooner than I thought….

Making a fresh start…

2009 December 20
by tygerlilly

Well, I’ve made all past posts private now. Going to start all over again, see if I can make this work. ;)

In general news:

  • Starting 01/01/2010, I’m going vegan for 2 months, minimum. If I can last that long, I’ll try adding stuff back into my diet (mainly dairy). But, if it gets me sick, then no deal. Tired of being unhealthy & sick. This should fix it.
  • I’m still single, and not really looking. The ex actually went ahead and married the gf. And a week later, he left her. *sigh* Suffice it to say, the drama in that dept. has not left the building….yet.
  • Still looking for a regular job. Not much else to say there…
  • People confuse me on a daily basis. I wish there was a way to relinquish my “human race” card, b/c they don’t make sense.
  • Cedar fever is in full-effect…I’m suffering…that is all…
  • I’m pretty much stuck in Tx for the next two years…that really sucks…
  • I’m happy to reconnect with old friends…though I seem to be losing others at a rapid pace. I blame Pluto ;) haha…
  • I’ve been writing a lot on Elliquiy…One story is up to 43,000+ words! I’m amazed that I can write so much, really.
  • I want to increase my creative endeavours. I’ve been drawing a little and want to start painting now. Am I crazy? Mayhaps…

I know that there’s more, but I can’t think of anything else right now. I will post as often as I can (no promises). And I shall return to doing memes from time to time if they interest me (again, no promises). Anyway, if anyone still looks in on me from time to time, thank you for not giving up on me. :) <3